'cuz, you know, everyone loves clowns.

... strange clown-related moment yesterday after work. i had had a somewhat crappy day, and was walking the few blocks to the train. i see a guy coming up the street... 30s maybe, doesn't look quite "there".

but he was wearing... a bright red curly clown wig, and a clown nose. so, i ended up smiling and starting to laugh as he walked by me, and he had a grin too. 'cuz, dammit, he's a clown. kinda. who was that masked clown?

... this week's busy week at work. unfortunately, it seems to be coinciding with apathy week for me... i've been "mailing it in" pretty much all week. i guess i'm just in one of my periodic ruts about work.

of course, finding out that one of my best friends is advancing like wildfire in her career, and she's younger than i am, isn't helping my job-related enthusiasm either. i just need one freaking break to get my foot in the door... people were willing to take chances on me a few years ago, why not now? :p

... well, at least i always have my pics of Rox on my computers (until the actual prints come back) to chase the blues away.

we always seem to bring each other up... i never knew how much i needed someone like her... well, until i realized everything she does for me. :)

kinda gives me hope... hey, if i managed to find someone like Rox, pretty much anything good can happen, right?